A Testimony of Deliverance

"I AM A LIVING TESTIMONY, THAT GOD IS A WAY MAKER"
When my child drowned I was so depressed and so hurt I didn't feel like living. I drove my car to the river on the Texas side at the boat ramp. I drove the front of my car into the water. God said, STOP and I just stopped for a moment to listen. God told me to back Up. He said, "stop , turn your car off and just listen to me, then you do what you want but listen to me first." Then God started talking to me and said these words, "I know you're hurting and I feel your pain, but do you want to hurt anybody?" I said no Lawd, I don't want to hurt anybody. He said, "if you drive your car into this water, look at the people you'll be hurting...you have other children that love and need you and there are a lot of people that love you, and if you don't want to hurt them, back this car up and go home".I spoke and said, yes Lord, with tears running down my face I went home. I continued to try and work and go on, but every night I cried myself to sleep and I asked the Lord to help me. One night, about a week later when I went to bed the Lord brought my child to me in a dream, I saw every day I carried her, I saw her birth, I saw her crawling, her toddler age, and her growing up as a teenager. I saw her finish school. I saw myself going to work every day. I got off work and came home and I walked into my living room, there were two white boys and two black boys with two black girls and on the table was nothing but drugs. Everybody in the room was high. I walked to the gun rack and got the shot gun and I started crying. I said baby, I will kill you dead before I let you put me through this. When I said that..God woke me up, he said, "I got her before she got corrupted". I'm here to tell you that God don't make mistakes. You can depend on God. Whatever you need God's got it.He will be your keeper and your Saviour. He is your waymaker..."Whatever you need, God's got it."
Sister LeeVern Stotts-Gilliam